Hey, guys. I know, it's been a while. I have a good excuse this time, though: I'm in America again! Yohei is here with me, too. His visa was approved and we both made it. I came in the beginning of June and spent some time with my family at the Ozarks. It was a… Continue reading long time, no see!
This year is a rough one... Christmas will be no exception. In a previous post, I did write about the loss of my grandpa. I cannot express in words how much of an impact this has had on my life. I feel like my heart has been ripped to shreds and then trampled on by… Continue reading Christmas plans
So, last Wednesday, I had another experience with Christmas things. I woke up and started going about my day. I got to work and nothing happened, so I was a little concerned. Morning snack rolled around, then lunch and nap. Still nothing. Is it over? I thought. Do I no longer get my little reminders… Continue reading grandpa, you here?
Two Wednesdays have passed since I last wrote. And two more Wednesdays in a row had Christmas themed happenings. The first of the two Wednesdays was more than one. I woke up to a photo sent to me by my older sister. That in itself was odd because we don't talk much. The photo was… Continue reading two more christmas wednesdays
The week before my grandpa passed away, I had a dream about him. In the dream, I was lined up to see him. Everyone ahead of me had their chance to say goodbye and give him a hug. He was still sickly and weak, though. When it was my turn, he was starting to wake… Continue reading christmas music on wednesdays
I lost someone this week. June 6th. I sit here, staring at the screen, wondering.... Where do I start? How do I write this? How do I cope with this? What do I do? What do I do? What do I do? I don't know how to move forward. I can only hope that these… Continue reading i lost someone this week